This time, the day snuck up on me.
Dear readers, this evening, I had logged into this blogsite to try and write a brand new review for myself and for you when my Facebook memories greeted me with a revelation. It was a memory of two years ago and featured an image starring the number 11 front and center. Having no idea whatsoever of what this particular memory pertained to, I clicked and was then struck with full remembrance tinged with some melancholy.
The number 11 referred to the 11th anniversary of Savage Cinema, and since that was two years ago, this means that today is the 13th anniversary of the very day when I sat within my parents' basement in South suburban Illinois and very trepidaciously hatched this blogsite on which I would merge my love of writing and the movies into a deeply personalized space and a place for me to share those specific loves with anyone who chose to enter.
As previously stated, I said this realization came tinged with melancholy. Well...frankly, how could I forget this very day, especially as there was a time, for much of this site's existence, when I would never have forgotten and would therefore have commemorated this experience and thanked all of you for supporting me throughout the years?
Yet, somehow, I did. And truthfully, that omission makes me feel very sad indeed.
All of this time, I have often expressed that I am Savage Cinema and Savage Cinema is me and in the forgetting, have I forgotten myself? Over these past three years definitely, and exacerbated by the pandemic, Savage Cinema has taken a drastic back seat within my life as the shut down of movie theaters combined with all of the real world anxieties and stresses when then folded into my mental health issues made the process of watching movies, let alone writing about them feel like a mountain too difficult to climb.
In these past few years, I have to express to you hat there have been several film reviews that I began and yet, never finished, due to a profound lack of mental energy due to work and internal stressors. How I would have loved to have written about Wes Anderson's "The French Dispatch" (2021), Edgar Wright's "Last Night In Soho" (2021) or Peter Jackson's "The Beatles: Get Back" (2021), all of which I began (and for those keep score, I LOVED them all), yet sadly never finished due to lack of time, and lack of energy...
...but believe me, NEVER for a lack of caring.
Admittedly, there have been times over these 13 years when I would take up a new review posting as a challenge, a means of honoring the promises I made to myself when I began this site. Yet, I always told myself that if at any point if writing a review began to feel like a job, then I should hit pause and re-think my purpose. That being said, I pressed onwards and write, wrote and wrote, and I look back and I feel such pride at this body of work I have amassed over these years. Even now, with Savage Cinema showing dramatically less output, that sense of accomplishment should not be undersold to myself by myself.
Especially as I remember that very first post, the very one where tapping the "PUBLISH" button felt to be so terrifying. And after I hit "PUBLISH" upon this post, I will have reached a whopping 854 postings!!!! It happened. You helped me reach this milestone. That cannot be taken from me and perhaps, on this day where I have forgotten myself, this memory is helping me to remember myself. To remember that what was so frightening that very first time, did produce what exists today...and truthfully, what still can exist in the future.
I am Savage Cinema and Savage Cinema is me and I am still here...so...
There is yet another enormous aspect to this lack of activity on my part and that is due to the movies themselves.
For as much as I have changed over these years, so has the movie industry. I am not proclaiming the death of cinema or anything like that for I do believe that we are in a wave that has yet to completely turn and become something anew. But, these times do feel quite dire for the movies.
For years upon this site, I have expressed my long seated fatigue with superhero movies, as well as with all manner of sequels, prequels, reboots, remakes, and re-imaginings...even as I, just like all of you, continue to see such movies. In many ways, I do side with the likes of Martin Scorsese as he has decried the sheer abundance of say Marvel movies as being "theme park rides" and not "cinema." Now before we get ourselves lost in that particular debate, which in and of itself is yet another thread of the "high art" vs. "low art" battle (and one in which I will never engage as it is one I have never subscribed to), I will say that...to a degree...Scorsese is not wrong in his assessment.
Basically, it is a variation of what I have been feeling for at least 10 years: I have no problem whatsoever with the Marvel movies being made. I just don't need to see them every single week and definitely not at the expense of every other movie that could be made.
The motion picture industry has been inching towards this moment for several years now and the pandemic exacerbated the inevitability. With the rise of the franchises in prevalence, creation and status as being EVENT MOVIES, films that are seen as "smaller" would find themselves pushed away--which in and of itself, creates the fallacy that EVENT movies are the only things that audiences wish to see (because, it could easily be argued, just look at the box office receipts and records constantly being made by the likes of Marvel and now, the latest "Avatar"--but of course, it could be argued as rebuttal, those movies would be setting box office records when nearly every screen in your local multiplex is showing that one particular movie thus severely limiting actual choices for audiences to make).
Besides, why can't great acting, great storytelling, great dialogue and great directing BE THE EVENT regardless of the film style or genre?!
Where are the adult drams? Where are the teen comedies? The romantic comedies, indie dramas, psychological thrillers, and any and all other cinematic offerings that do not fit into the sequel, prequel, remake, reboot, reimagined boxes? All to streaming services--and that includes new movies from filmmaking giants like The Coen Brothers, Spike Lee and the aforementioned Martin Scorsese! There are few directors remaining that could potentially open a film just due to their name--Quentin Tarantino, Christopher Nolan and Jordan Peele to name three. To that end, perhaps aside from Tom Cruise, do we have any movie stars anymore--that is if they appear in something where they are not required to adorn a cape and possess super powers?
Yes, we have streaming, but I do not think that it would be unfair to suggest that many viewers are like myself who do feel overwhelmed by the sheer amount of streaming content and services that it is difficult to know where to begin...and so, little to nothing is watched at all.
Even worse, there is the decrease in actual movie theaters. I do not know about where you happen to live but in my home base of Madison, WI, where I have called home since 1987, we are now in a movie theater desert. As a college student at UW-Madison, right in the heart of the city and downtown area, during the 1980's and 1990's,
There once existed University Square 4, a small 4 screen multiplex--where I saw nothing less then Spike Lee's "Jungle Fever" (1991), Ridley Scott's "Thelma and Louise" (1991), crossed a picket line to see Martin Scorsese's "The Last Temptation Of Christ" (1988), witnessed my one and only NC 17 film in Philip Kaufman's "Henry & June" (1990), copious midnight screenings of Alan Parker's "Pink Floyd: The Wall" (1982) and an ocean of great times at terrible flicks like Rod Daniel's "K-9" (1989).
Down State Street and around the state Capitol building, there sat the Orpheum, the Majestic, the Strand and the Esquire. All of these were within walking distance and combined with all of the student film societies, the sheer presence of so many locations to engage within my passion for the movies, and on a student budget no less, made it a gift for people like me who were looking for alternatives to the Madison party scene or the sports fan community. In addition to all of those screens, there did exist the multiplexes by shopping malls, the Hilldale theater, the Westgate Art Cinema--where I saw Rob Reiner's "The Princess Bride" (1987) on opening weekend--and in 1989, the second run Market Square Theater multiplexes, specializing in second run features, was born.
By now in 2022, our movie theater landscape has changed entirely and irrevocably. The Orpheum and Majestic are now concert venues. The Strand, Esquire, Westgate Art Cinema and that 4 screen campus multiplex are all lost to time itself. Hilldale was demolished to make way for the very first Sundance theater in the nation...a theater that Robert Redford himself arrived in Madison to announce its creation only to sell it years later. This November, that theater shut its doors...one full month earlier than expected and in the very same year that the Market Square Theaters shut its doors forever...even after apparently surviving the pandemic.
Madison, WI now has essentially no movie theaters in the city as 2022 draws to a close, forcing theater goers like myself to venture to impersonal, corporate multiplexes in outlying communities in nearby Sun Prairie and Fitchburg (if that one can get past its own health code violations). Less choices, less theaters...certainly that does indeed make things difficult for a film enthusiast like myself. But a gain, movies are not dead and neither am I. There is a way and I do have these 854 posts and 13 years reconfirming that fact.
I just need to make my way...just as I did 13 years ago.
Moving forward...what does it mean for Savage Cinema? I am not prepared to roll those ending credits at all. In fact, I have a couple of ideas in my brain just waiting to be written. I just need to remind myself to be gentle with myself and take ANYTHING written and posted as a victory, for every new feature extends the life of this blogsite and my creative life.
I wish to thank you for your patience, your understanding, your continued encouragement and support. Again, without you as my fuel, I never would have reached 13 years of Savage Cinema at all.
And yes, I did reach 13 years of this experience.
Thanks for the reminder.
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